I pray, I cry, I grieve and I struggle mightily to let go of the person I knew and loved so deeply. Life seems empty and cold. How is it that six week’s later the miracle of life manifests itself in Emelia Mae, Abbi and Brad’s healthy and happy 6 lb girl. Four generations of women gather in amazement that we continue to replicate and persevere. And, I great-grandmother to two, now coo and smile and even giggle a bit for life is good and its’ rotation continues. There is sadness, but always there is joy! Welcome to the world baby girl. There’s a lot of work to be done